By Leanne MacDonald, Spiritual Coach & Founder, The Everyday Goddess Revolution
We all have that feeling, I want to say niggle, but its more than that, it’s a knowing sensation that never leaves us but is quite often drowned out by ‘life’
It is like living in two dimensions, one that sees your potential, sees possibilities, and you can just swim around in what could be, without fear or hesitation where you see clearly what is meant for you in this lifetime and then there is the dimension that is filled with noise, words, assumptions, that force a feeling in our body that we then go on to further analyse. What does it mean about me? Why do I feel this way?
Depending on what we have created as belief’s about who we are depends upon the type of emotional sensations we experience. I am not worthy, or I am not good enough, comes with emotional pain that stop us in our tracks and we second guess who we are and what we are capable of.
But what do you do in life without a second thought, for me I am a mum without a second thought, I drive without a second thought, I cook without a second thought, I could go on but all of these parts of my life I just do, without a great amount of emotional pain.
No fear, no judgement, no hesitation, I just dive in and do it.
Now ask me to stand on a stage and speak in front of 7000 people and the noise gets louder. The assumptions I have made along the way, they all run through my mind on a carousel, reminding me of every time I have felt like a failure, not good enough, not capable.
Our experience of everything is always based upon the character of ourselves we have constructed as we have gone about life, making meaning of the time we were left out, or the time we failed, we branded ourselves with an assumption and our life is filter by these assumptions, until we decide to create a new filter.,
So how do I navigate the noise when those moments strike? I listen to that niggle, that knowing sensation, that whisper sharing my hearts desires and I trust it.
I trust that what is meant for me will not pass me by when I cooperate with it, trust it, act in a way that takes me closer to bringing it into my life.
I feel the fear and do it anyway.
I trust the truth of the niggle over the temporary emotional resistance.
I allow the emotion to come, without resistance, I know where it is coming from, I don’t fear it won’t leave and a listen harder to my heart.
Because we all know deep down what is meant for us.
We know and we pretend we don’t, we know yet we wait for signs to give us confirmation, we know yet we ignore it and create a story about how this blindly obvious truth of who we are is not actually true.
What is in your heart?
What do you know is meant for you in this lifetime?
Trust yourself, you are enough, you are capable, and you are magical.
Tons of love